Thursday, January 28, 2010

Joe Budden - Down Fall

Joe Budden Down Fall He goes in!

Philadelphia Demeanor

Finally my poetry book is ready for purchase. If you buy it I hope you enjoy it. I intended to launch it on 2-14 but why wait for tomorrow for what you can do today. If you don't buy it I'm cool with that too, can't make you buy it. Here are the poems included in the book:

Believe in Me
Sleepless Nights
So Sick
Love VS Lust
Love & Lost
Ms Vixen
Dope In The Flesh
Philadelphia Demeanor

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Sunday, January 24, 2010

I Wonder...

So listening to a little Kanye West been wanting to blog for a while about a few things so here goes nothing.

Today kinda sucked, it's never good to be woken up with a call about having to go to the ER with your mom cause her back is acting up again. I truly hate hospitals and seeing my mom in pain. But shouts to the staff of Einstein Medical Center much more professional and personable than the fuck boys at Frankford Hospital. Not gonna spend to much time on this but I really hope once my mom has this back surgery that everything will be better for her. She's been through a lot since getting hurt working back in 08. But it's about time to move on to the next.

Haiti has been all over the news everywhere and not to seem insensitive, but it's starting to become one of those enough already things. Certain types of people take things like this as an opportunity to preach to others, when 3 weeks ago they probably had no knowledge of Haiti or the type of condition their people have been living in. I hope that all this donated money goes into making Haiti BETTER than it was before. As for me I have donated what I can. But I have a family that needs to make sure rent and bills are paid. I have personal debts, wants needs etc. Haiti is still in my prayers and has been before the unfortunate incident. Haitian refugees used to get turned away on the beaches of Miami forced to go back to a country where there was little to no hope for a better life. So to my Haitian brethren I say Sac Passé in the end it all will be ok. It has to be.

On a personal note things are seemingly going better for me currently. My current bills are mostly caught up, not those Student Loans or Capital One bills tho [they are going to have to wait a while]. Hopefully this tax season gives me the ability to purchase another car. Having to depend on my brother to go places and getting to work sucks. I need my independence I need to be able to go where I want when I want listening to what I want. Not to mention I hate the way everyone who isn't named Irwin Roman [me] drives.

I want/need more tattoos gotta get this one arm finished up still debating on what to put on there. I think some clean text needs to be there. Then there's the other forearm and then the several tattoos that I really want done. 1 of which being the lyrics to 'Una Mirada' Which is the song at the end of Man on Fire. That will most likely go on the back of my arm.

It was my Dad's birthday on the 23rd which was Friday, and it's been about 12 years since he passed and the pain of not having him around is the same as the day it happened. You miss the little things the most. So if you have a good relationships with your parents I beg of you to just cherish it. I know it's hard to always appreciate everything they do, but you'll miss it one day.

The ramblings could go on forever but I find myself editing my own thoughts, which mean it's time to bring this blog to a close.

I have a lot to say, but I choose to stay silent. Not for my benefit, but for yours.

Crooked I - Been So Long

1 quarter of the Slaughter known as Crooked I w/ some lyrical shit for you: Been So Long

Stay At Home Dad

Macklemore [MC] & Ryan Lewis [producer] with something a little different: Stay At Home Dad

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Clipse - Freedom

Dope Song Dope Video

Love & Lost

Love & Lost

They say it's better to have loved and lost
There's no greater pain then when love is lost
And is it really worth it
When your heart's the cost
Now your cold inside
Hurt more than your ego
It fucked up your pride
Now love is free for all
But whether in or out it's the hardest fall
So they can say
It's better to have loved and lost
But fuck that
I say it would have been better
To have never loved at all

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Sade: 21Love Salute

So you like Sade, you'll like this: 21Love Salute

Shouts to 2DB

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Keep On

Joe Budden goes in on this J Cardem beat: Keep On

Tuesday, January 12, 2010


The shoes above have nothing to do with this post, but I'll most likely buy and wear them for the 2.14.10 Poetry show Ima be in.

Today I have a feeling of accomplishment I got a lot of things done from work til a little over an hour ago. When I got to work I took it upon myself to put up all the car and house chargers if not they woulda sat in the black trash bags for ever, I then made the Boost display nice and purty when Fed-Ex delivered them. I also had changed out the old posters with the new ones, and as far as sales we did pretty good as far as that's concerned. Now on the more personal side of things I got to target and bought "The Gold's Gym Circuit Training System" which is fancy talk for pull up bar and perfect push ups. Also copped up on some resistance bands (Gonna start P90X next wee), Dan Brown's The Lost Symbol, and some other odds and ends. All capped off with updating my resumé and sending it off to my nigga Bert who is gonna try and get me into Children's Hospital. Praying for the best with that. 2010 no time for bullshit focused on making the best of what I have, which isn't much but my bills will be paid and I'll have some extra money for the first time in a long time...gotta save for a car with that cash. And these are my ramblings for today. God bless the people of Hispaniola (Haiti & the Dominican Republic) crazy, crazy earthquake hit them.

Friday, January 1, 2010

PS 09

Just a few things I did in 09 that I feel like sharing