Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Closer (Nightmares)



Closer (Nightmares)

Day dreamer living in a nightmare
Wake up cold sweats, must've been another night terror
Yell out, but there's no response
Screams muted by the night air
Looking in the mirror rapid growth of white hairs

See my situation's fucked up
Got me wondering how
How Ima make it through
Look up at the stars, but they hold no clues
Not what I envisioned in my dreams
Not the life I'd choose
Life's got my ego bruised
Regardless of what I do I always seem to lose

I'm getting lower
I feel it in my sleep
Not at all my dream world
I'm getting closer to my nightmares
Closer to my fears
Closer to drowning in my sorrows
I've cried too many tears

Hard to not let nightmares get the best of me
Especially when life's got the rest of me
Closer to the edge of insanity
Haunted by demons randomly
Stuck
Asking my self:
Can it be?

Nightmares become a mirror to reality
Reality reflecting my nightmares
Thoughts become cloudy
Unclear
Wondering how life got closer
Closer to my nightmares

I'm getting lower
I feel it in my sleep
Not at all my dream world
I'm getting closer to my nightmares
Closer to my fears
Closer to drowning in my sorrows
I've cried too many tears

3 comments:

  1. 動不一定每一次都成功,但坐而不行,絕無任何成功可言.............................................

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